It's to...

It's to come so far out into the open, and realize its not where you were meant to be.

It's to feel the flitter of that butterfly and find that something in your eyes dances too.

It's to close your eyes and watch - as world's combine...
it may feel as though reality blends and becomes a thing of non-existence...and even though you see....living in that moment-you know you're not there. That's the moment. A moment of blankness through all of reality.

Its to dream and endlessly wish for the right moment to happen...and when it finally does - the excitement, the sheer ecstasy, or the slight beauty it claimed to have is nowhere to be found.

Its to accept the dreadful turn of events after ages and ages of pushing it aside and finding that in that one instant of acceptance, the skies clear up.

Its to look at the same landscape you saw everyday of your life and realize, that, it isn't the same place anymore....somehow, in someway, it has changed, there is something different in its magnanimity...